Ordinary People

"We're just ordinary people We don't know which way to go".  John Ledgend is right.  We really don't know which way to go, once the basic needs are met. People look to religion, which I commend you, having a blind faith is very difficult and even more difficult to defend. Music many people have found an inner peace with listening to music. (See earlier quote above). Listen or hear music? Family is a popular choice this time of year. Your family means well, they may not say it or express it in a meaningful manner but they do.  

Why am I up at this hour?  I'm up for 2 reasons, family, and tooth pain. I have feeling that's not 100% confirmed for sure but I feel as if my family considers me the failure.  I have not lived up to their expectations of what they wanted for me in my life.  I wouldn't say its just my family I have disappointed but myself as well. My own expectations and standards I have set for myself.  I live by a demand more expect more philosophy. I my life is a case of that biting me in the ass.  I did not always take the difficult path of often chose the most practical path, which doesn't always mean the best. I stand by my decisions,  not all have worked as I have wanted but they haven't killed me. I hope this mean they have made me stronger.

Confidence in you direction will lead you to your correct path.